Of course I know that the blood pressure and things cropping up EVERY doctor's visit isn't boding well. I've known that for a very long time. It's something we joke about because no one thinks of it in real terms. I guess I joke about it, but it's the only way it's ever addressed.
So we're going out of town for a few days tomorrow. I've been printing up Google maps for the destinations of the places we are going. I printed up two maps for the nearest craft stores as my town's recently went out of business. I printed one for Michael's and one for Robert's crafts AND I printed up 40% off coupons for each store but I can't remember why. I can't remember what I need. It sounds stupid but it's never happened like this before. It's also disheartening that I KNOW that I've told everyone in my family but no one knows what I'm talking about. Why am I even here?
Reminds me of some lyrics to one of my favorite Evanescence songs:
Please, please forgive me,I kind of can't wait until someday.
But I won't be home again.
Maybe someday you'll look up,
And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one:
"Isn't something missing?"
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